Content Warning: Description of violence, destruction, murder The World Outside My Window When I look outside, I see green. Trees, grass, plants. I see my neighbour’s gardens. Calmness, quiet, peace. The world at ease. The perfect refuge. The world beyond is bleeding. People rioting. Statues being toppled. People being killed …
Longtime Dream For years I’ve wanted a bra of torture. I saw how easy it is to make one: take a bra and place thumbtacks through the fabric. It looked like something even I could do. There was, however, one caveat: I’m allergic to metal. Many cuffs and collars have …
90s Music Music was vital to me during the 90s. I connected with friends over music. Visiting music stores gave us an outing. And of course, we fantasized about our lives together with pop stars.Music was a common thread for me throughout these years. It definitely brought me a lot …
My Experience as a Straight Female with a Female Sex Doll Last night, I was in bed for a masturbation session. Alone, since my husband was away for the evening. I had a vibrator to review, so I decided to have some fun on my own.I wrote some fiction to …
Content Warning: Virtual prostitution and dubcon scenarios Last week I was in a bad place. I was stressed out to the point where I started seeing stars in my vision. I’ve had it before, and it usually goes away after a few days of taking it easy. But just as …
When I went to secondary school, my best friend introduced me to the ‘fandom’ phenomenon. Before this age, I had never heard of such a thing, but being a fan was something my friend shared together, and we bonded over it. I enjoyed the concept and soon began writing my …
‘You are exactly where you are supposed to be.’This is a line from one of the meditations I listen to via the Insight Timer app. Hearing this calms me down every time.My situation is all right, I am okay, there is no need to change. My ever-worrying mind calms down …
Having eye-contact is scary. In a way, eyes give me too much information. I feel like I can see through people, read their intentions and tell if they’re lying. But this is not 100% true. Often enough, I’ve been duped and betrayed.I’m sometimes clumsy in looking at people, doing it …
When considering this meme, I couldn’t really find any closed doors. Sure, I’ve been let go a couple of times, usually because the company I worked for stopped or went bankrupt. Those times were hectic and upsetting, but in the end, I came out better.There is something related to this …
When the lockdown began, I was pretty chill about it. Sure, I can stay at home. No problem. Been doing that for the past four years. How hard can it be?And indeed, the lockdown brought few changes to my everyday life. My husband started to work from home full-time, I …
