Mean to Me I’m always tough on myself. When discussing punishments with my Dominant, he said: there’s no one in the world who can punish you more than you already punish yourself. The last couple of weeks I’ve been feeling somewhat blue and lethargic, so I picked up a self-help …
Silence Please I’m a bad submissive. I mean, I try really hard to be a good girl, and overall I’m not that bad, but communication-wise, I’m a terrible sub. I don’t talk. During play, I want to withdraw into myself, and either enjoy the sensations or overlay them with my …
Trigger warning: this blog post contains references to sexual violence. Fascinated Anal sex is a tough subject for me. If you ask me: Liz, do you like anal? My answer is: Yes! Give it to me all day every day. But… For several reasons, that’s unfortunately impossible. And not only …
“Tongue kisses?” I pulled up my nose. “I hate them. The others looked at me amusedly. “Why? Don’t you think it’s hot?” my idol rock star Park asked me. I shook my head. “No, it’s far from hot. It feels like a slimy snail that twirls in your mouth. That’s …
And Don’t Delete It Social Media and Mental Health Ever since I first heard about Facebook, I was intrigued. I’m an early adopter, and I love to try new technologies. In The Netherlands, we had a social media site called Hyves. It’s no longer active, but it was similar in …
Casual Gamer For the #EroticJournalChallenge by Brigit theme of anxiety and fear for the month October, I decided to start with a light-hearted piece on anxiety. I love videogames, and ever since Sims 1 and Everquest, I’ve always had a game in my life. I don’t play games every day, …
Easy As a lover of both music and sex, you’d think this would be an easy piece to write. Nope. Not at all, actually. The thing is, my husband and I don’t play music while having sex. This is partly because I don’t want strong associations with a particular song …
Dreams I’ve always been intrigued with electrical play. The same goes for my Dominant. As a teenager, he even constructed such a device himself. He has a background in electricity, so he knows how to do this safely. Yet even when we were together, it took us several years to …
“Is it okay if I touch you?” he asked. “Yes, please,” she moaned in response. “And is it all right if I kiss you?” he inquired. “Yes, please do.” “You’re really okay with me kissing you?” he asked to be sure. It is so much better when things are consensual, …
The Story of My Father Trigger warning: This post deals with the death of a person by suicide and with sadness and grief. The post is a bit rambling, but that was unavoidable with this profoundly emotional subject. Deep breath Okay, so here goes. I could not write a series …
