The original prompt was to give advice to your 5-year-old self, but I thought that to be too young. The prompt didn’t leave my mind, so I decided to write a post on it, but to my 10-year-old self instead. Another World I was ten when I moved from a …
Still Waters Run Deep Grounds I’ve always been the silent type. Part of this is my personality, the other part is learned behavior. I learned at an early age that it was better to keep quiet in order not to unleash anger in my mother. Later in life, I also …
Childhood Scars Oh, the joy of growing up in a strict household. If one thing is an excellent breeding ground for developing triggers, it’s that. And I wasn’t physically abused. It was ‘merely’ mentally, with the ever-present danger of being yelled at or sent to my room. Even today, I …
Bedroom Only Coming from an abusive youth, I never thought I’d like spankings, but I do. In the bedroom, that is. Several times we have tried to do spankings in the living room, but almost every time I freaked out, and we had to stop. It’s just the two of …
People Online Come and Go Twenty years now I’ve been online. In those twenty years, I’ve met a lot of people. Some I talked with once, others for more extended periods. And people disappeared. Sometimes I was the one who disappeared. Yes, I’ve ghosted people, and I’m not proud of …
