Friends were my theme of 2019. I joined the BDSM community, and I discovered why I hadn’t been able to make friends for over twenty years: kink. I had several best friends during my high school years, but we connected over different things than sexuality. We had a similar lifestyle, …
Tell me About … Pain Everyone’s Emotions I’m an empath. I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. I can read about a child with a severe disease, and it can literally ruin my day because I feel so sad for the child and its family. Yesterday my …
“Lying again?” When I hear this phrase, I cringe. I have so many triggers in regards to lying. Because, as a kid, I used to lie a lot. And I had my reasons for it too. Then I started to work in retail where, yet again, I couldn’t be sincere. …
Fall has Arrived It’s November. The clock has already been changed to wintertime. The weather is gloomy and wet. The leaves on the trees have turned yellow and are starting to fall. There’s no denying that the seasons have changed. Bright summer has made place for dark autumn. Many people …
Trigger warning: This post deals with the death of a person by suicide. Which Road? I was gonna write this piece about my vanilla ex, and how my life would have been, had I stayed with him. It would have been pleasant, stable, and, you know, nice. Then I thought …
Mean to Me I’m always tough on myself. When discussing punishments with my Dominant, he said: there’s no one in the world who can punish you more than you already punish yourself. The last couple of weeks I’ve been feeling somewhat blue and lethargic, so I picked up a self-help …
Trigger warning: this blog post contains references to sexual violence. Fascinated Anal sex is a tough subject for me. If you ask me: Liz, do you like anal? My answer is: Yes! Give it to me all day every day. But… For several reasons, that’s unfortunately impossible. And not only …
And Don’t Delete It Social Media and Mental Health Ever since I first heard about Facebook, I was intrigued. I’m an early adopter, and I love to try new technologies. In The Netherlands, we had a social media site called Hyves. It’s no longer active, but it was similar in …
My life has never been easy. Going over this list of power songs that have helped me at various stages of my life, I see they’re all from my twenties, and they’re all sung by women. This is particularly curious since I’m not that fond of female singers. Covering these …
Merry Christmas! I love the Holiday spirit. I really do. I love it when the days become shorter when there are lights in the streets when the first Christmas decorations reach the stores. But at the same time, I dread the upcoming season. Because every year, without fail, I become …
